Guess what time i slept yesterday?! drum roll. . . . ~ ~

7am this MORNING!! and wake up at 11 to go down to JW haha slept at 7 because pei cousin who have just booked out from tekong haha he hor keep leaving me alone sitting there BOO HOO

okok was looking through my pic and i found few funny pic of myself LOL show you guy okie?

Super beng hor

60's bengs lol

call only mah need to fall meh?

act~ only

haha so stupid right lol when in school we will always do things like that with friends de

okok that's all tata~

What Happen?!

hmmm what is happening?? you seem so lost when i am around. . is it my presence that make you feel this way or it is just me?

so much thing is going through my mind everyday this week and is the worst week i have so far, everything seem so mixed up and by having all kind of feeling it just make it worst =(

God i know, You know what am i going through, and i know you are with me as your words says in. .

Psalm 23:4

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil;
For You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

Lord fall in this place as i am crying out for more and more of you, come Holy Spirit fall in this place. Fill me again Lord i pray

Lord i believe it will be a better day tomorrow! =) love you Dad

tata~

long long rest is what i need now. . . i am feeling so tired, so tired of fighting on and don't know what is happening.. haiz

If I Could Tell You

W. H. Auden

Time will say nothing but I told you so,
Time only knows the price we have to pay;
If I could tell you I would let you know.

If we should weep when clowns put on their show,
If we should stumble when musicians play,
Time will say nothing but I told you so.

There are no fortunes to be told, although,
Because I love you more than I can say,
If I could tell you I would let you know.

The winds must come from somewhere when they blow,
There must be reasons why the leaves decay;
Time will say nothing but I told you so.

Perhaps the roses really want to grow,
The vision seriously intends to stay;
If I could tell you I would let you know.

Suppose all the lions get up and go,
And all the brooks and soldiers run away;
Will Time say nothing but I told you so?
If I could tell you I would let you know.

this is a poems by W.H. Auden,
haha it just got my attendtion as i read his book

will be back for more tonight =) tata~

Angel~~

just got home not long ago washed up le but well just can't sleep =( today i guess is a bad day man i'm like moody all the way lo haiz what is happening?! hmmm i'm i ok you guys will ask.. all i can say is i will let you know once i know what is happening to me? even until this hour i still having that kind of feeling boo hoo well save me Lord i pray only you know what am i going through. . . You say "come to Me and i will give you rest" guess that is the rest i need =) Papa i will draw near to you day by day! Holy Spirit teach me how to pray. love you Daddy God! i know you are here listening to me.

hey guys i get to know this song by Jack Johnson~ title is Angel man is a nice song can

here is how it goes (i can't sing but i can show you!)

Angel lyrics

I've got an angel
She doesn't wear any wings
She wears a heart that can melt my own
She wears a smile that can make me wanna sing
She gives me presents
With her presence alone
She gives me everything I could wish for
She gives me kisses on the lips just for coming home

She could make angels
I've seen it with my own eyes
You gotta be careful when you've got good love
Cause the angels will just keep on multiplying

But you're so busy changing the world
Just one smile can change all of mine
We share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
We Share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
We Share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
Umm umm umm uhhhhhhmm

yep +) is a nice song! hear it one day okie haha learn how to sing too so next time can sing to you love one~

alright that is about all for today!

d-.-bv

Back! lol

yeah i got lost cos was in SOZO camp and fall sick after that! lol

Finally!! my guitar Set up is done!!! woolala time to rock the world! "Oh here we come"

yesterday went to do sound for CCHC and guess what i got shocked 4 time!!! then my hand went numb -.- is pain de can hahaha thank God i'm ok now!!

went to eat with mama and bro just now, we went New York - New York sad~~ cos the food there become okok le not as nice as i used to eat boohoo, but is ok cos we went for a movie after that haha we watched Kongfu Panda!!! lol this is the first time my Mum went movie with us sia, the funny thing is at first she said she don't wanna watch.... then at the end of the show she say nice hor lol my face went -.- haha

okok that's all for now!

Thanks!~

TO~~~~ CHC choir that came down on Monday afternoon!!!! a big thank you for you guys!! =)) my god-granny family and friends was bless by your guys hehe, keep on singing and shining for the Lord alright!!

Today i am just super tired can~ reached office and stone there.. than got the ISO thing going on in the office and everyone is like super busy la.. but nvm cos after the ISO thing we got EFO!!! yay~

so after work went to god-granny place for the 7th day prayer =) haha and her friends cook Penarakan food (yep she is a Penarakan) hehe is super nice can!! woolaa i wanna learn too hehe so my brother and i went to asked the person how to cook and he teach us =) hahaha that's not all, what make me really happy is that everyone there gather together and watch sayang sayang, hehe a show that talk about Penarakan's life, it make me feel like one big family doing things together yay~~

haha okok that's about all for today will blog again soon

Take Care

-Martin

hmm~~

is 4:07 am now!! yet i still can't sleep haiz what is happening to me? why am i having this kind of mix feeling man, those who know me knows that i hate mix feeling.. Jesus is it because i never stay in tune with you for very long already or is it just me? Jesus help me to find back myself i need Your wisdom o Lord teach me how to pray...

{Miss}

on fri my god grandma passed away i feel sad upon hearing the news, when i reached the wake i saw her laying there peacefully i know she is with the Lord Jesus now i felt happy for her, as she is finally not in pain anymore. ah ma i miss you, thanks! for your love and care =) and i am proud to have you as my ah ma and knowing how a strong are you.

take care guys!

~would you still love me tml~