Boom guess who's back! lol~~

wow Mix at FB (foldback) for CCH last Sat man!! hehe i enjoyed myself alot that day!! waahahah

back in camp after 1 week MC { plucked wisdom tooth again =(( } and got over night duty today, which mean can't be online later booo hoo~~

ok la gtg blog tml if! can! lol

hey guys!

sorry did not blog for very long le cos went to pluck out my wisdom tooth and got me super off mood sia!

haiz well past 2 week is super fan de even until now, haiz something ppl just like think they are right without even really go and understand the whole problem. this happen alot of time to me already lor for the past 2 week si sad de hao mah!

think i stop here le ba don't feel like saying it anymore.

take care!~

haha i just brought a betta fish hehe and i'm loving it! haha planing to but few more to keep!!

well this few day the feeling i have is even more weird that last time lol. . haiz so funny lo is like not here not there well... haiz~

anyway i got hold of my new Hillsong dvd, man!! is so nice can... i like the lighting in there woolala~~ haha and all their song is nice! all i can say is. . this CD/DVD is a must buy! haha =)

hmmm planing to add on some stuff on my tatt hmm but out of idea now! lol will keep you update with it! as for now~~ wanna go spend time with my betta! lol

-Martin

man. . . i don't like to be a ball and kana pass around!! it just make me angry

man last sat was fun!!! did sound for big day haha and everything went well!! glory to God =)
after the big day i went to a musical, the singer is good! as for sound hmm i keep it to myself lol but GOOD JOB guys. . .

after musical went movie with mama, bro, bv's and miuso haha watched the mummy 3 and is a 12.30am show!!! lol so happy cos first time in my life my mum went movie with us at night until 3am. . but the sad thing is we set at the first row boo =((

okie post again soon =)

-Martin

long long week! hahaha

wow past few week is like super long for me lo. . . to a point of time that ppl need to call me to rest and have time for myself~ lol, to all who told me to rest i will try to rest ok! but no promise hor hehe

lest thurs i when to have dinner with my family at bugis! and saw this sunglass super nice lo the frame is in white colour de! oh my tian gonna get it soon! hehe. . . OH!! by the way i found alot of my baby photos!!!!! hahaha will post it up soon lol

can't wait for tml's event!!! lol if you guys can, pls come and support us at JW st 91! or give me a call haha

that's all for now!

-Martin

BOOM!~ haha. . . busy busy~ BUSY~~

this week is another busy week again seen Tue all the way to Sunday 12am? haha don't need to say you guys should know busy with what lol. .

haha amry life is so sian lo. . but come to think about it i only left 7 months wahahah than i will be a free man! YAY!!

last sunday i'm like so happy can?! lol is like flying up high above the sky lo! haha when did sound for big day prac. . . lol woolala
talk about sound hmmm yesterday one is sad de lo. . so many thing happen haha ok nvm lets don't go into it =D will just take it as a learning of how to have a great leadership in life haha

OH YA!!!!! you guys pls tag leh!! my tag box like no live le =((



alright man that's all for now!~ haha

take care

-Martin

sorry for never update

it have been a super busy weeks for me man. . . always not enough sleep =(( but the happy thing is I PASS MY DRIVING TEST!!! yeah!! as promised Welton, i did went down and pick him up! haha is fun can. . hor Welton??

hmmm ask you guys. . . . can time really change everything?

anyway this few days i keep having a weird feeling, which i don't know what is it. . have been finding the feeling for a week a haha well hopefully is a feeling of blessing =)

hao le that's all for today

-Martin

Back!

Man so long never update le. . sorry~~

was busy with Sound Ministry haha seen Mon all the way to today =) is fun de can haha

Martin's up coming job scope:

Fri : River Walk - 7:30 pm to 10 pm
Sat : Jurong West - 8:oo am to 5.30 pm (than down to expo to fellowship)
Sun : Jurong West - 2:00 pm to 6:00 pm

yeah can learn more things when helping out hehe

WA today is 4th of July!!! my TP is in 4 days time hao bu hao, soooo fast haha hope will pass this time man!

Welton as promise if i pass, i will pick you up at the airport next fri =)

okok back for more tonight haha =)

Guess what time i slept yesterday?! drum roll. . . . ~ ~

7am this MORNING!! and wake up at 11 to go down to JW haha slept at 7 because pei cousin who have just booked out from tekong haha he hor keep leaving me alone sitting there BOO HOO

okok was looking through my pic and i found few funny pic of myself LOL show you guy okie?

Super beng hor

60's bengs lol

call only mah need to fall meh?

act~ only

haha so stupid right lol when in school we will always do things like that with friends de

okok that's all tata~

What Happen?!

hmmm what is happening?? you seem so lost when i am around. . is it my presence that make you feel this way or it is just me?

so much thing is going through my mind everyday this week and is the worst week i have so far, everything seem so mixed up and by having all kind of feeling it just make it worst =(

God i know, You know what am i going through, and i know you are with me as your words says in. .

Psalm 23:4

Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,
I will fear no evil;
For You are with me;
Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me.

Lord fall in this place as i am crying out for more and more of you, come Holy Spirit fall in this place. Fill me again Lord i pray

Lord i believe it will be a better day tomorrow! =) love you Dad

tata~

long long rest is what i need now. . . i am feeling so tired, so tired of fighting on and don't know what is happening.. haiz

If I Could Tell You

W. H. Auden

Time will say nothing but I told you so,
Time only knows the price we have to pay;
If I could tell you I would let you know.

If we should weep when clowns put on their show,
If we should stumble when musicians play,
Time will say nothing but I told you so.

There are no fortunes to be told, although,
Because I love you more than I can say,
If I could tell you I would let you know.

The winds must come from somewhere when they blow,
There must be reasons why the leaves decay;
Time will say nothing but I told you so.

Perhaps the roses really want to grow,
The vision seriously intends to stay;
If I could tell you I would let you know.

Suppose all the lions get up and go,
And all the brooks and soldiers run away;
Will Time say nothing but I told you so?
If I could tell you I would let you know.

this is a poems by W.H. Auden,
haha it just got my attendtion as i read his book

will be back for more tonight =) tata~

Angel~~

just got home not long ago washed up le but well just can't sleep =( today i guess is a bad day man i'm like moody all the way lo haiz what is happening?! hmmm i'm i ok you guys will ask.. all i can say is i will let you know once i know what is happening to me? even until this hour i still having that kind of feeling boo hoo well save me Lord i pray only you know what am i going through. . . You say "come to Me and i will give you rest" guess that is the rest i need =) Papa i will draw near to you day by day! Holy Spirit teach me how to pray. love you Daddy God! i know you are here listening to me.

hey guys i get to know this song by Jack Johnson~ title is Angel man is a nice song can

here is how it goes (i can't sing but i can show you!)

Angel lyrics

I've got an angel
She doesn't wear any wings
She wears a heart that can melt my own
She wears a smile that can make me wanna sing
She gives me presents
With her presence alone
She gives me everything I could wish for
She gives me kisses on the lips just for coming home

She could make angels
I've seen it with my own eyes
You gotta be careful when you've got good love
Cause the angels will just keep on multiplying

But you're so busy changing the world
Just one smile can change all of mine
We share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
We Share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
We Share the same soul
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
Oh oh oh oh oh ohhh
Umm umm umm uhhhhhhmm

yep +) is a nice song! hear it one day okie haha learn how to sing too so next time can sing to you love one~

alright that is about all for today!

d-.-bv

Back! lol

yeah i got lost cos was in SOZO camp and fall sick after that! lol

Finally!! my guitar Set up is done!!! woolala time to rock the world! "Oh here we come"

yesterday went to do sound for CCHC and guess what i got shocked 4 time!!! then my hand went numb -.- is pain de can hahaha thank God i'm ok now!!

went to eat with mama and bro just now, we went New York - New York sad~~ cos the food there become okok le not as nice as i used to eat boohoo, but is ok cos we went for a movie after that haha we watched Kongfu Panda!!! lol this is the first time my Mum went movie with us sia, the funny thing is at first she said she don't wanna watch.... then at the end of the show she say nice hor lol my face went -.- haha

okok that's all for now!

Thanks!~

TO~~~~ CHC choir that came down on Monday afternoon!!!! a big thank you for you guys!! =)) my god-granny family and friends was bless by your guys hehe, keep on singing and shining for the Lord alright!!

Today i am just super tired can~ reached office and stone there.. than got the ISO thing going on in the office and everyone is like super busy la.. but nvm cos after the ISO thing we got EFO!!! yay~

so after work went to god-granny place for the 7th day prayer =) haha and her friends cook Penarakan food (yep she is a Penarakan) hehe is super nice can!! woolaa i wanna learn too hehe so my brother and i went to asked the person how to cook and he teach us =) hahaha that's not all, what make me really happy is that everyone there gather together and watch sayang sayang, hehe a show that talk about Penarakan's life, it make me feel like one big family doing things together yay~~

haha okok that's about all for today will blog again soon

Take Care

-Martin

hmm~~

is 4:07 am now!! yet i still can't sleep haiz what is happening to me? why am i having this kind of mix feeling man, those who know me knows that i hate mix feeling.. Jesus is it because i never stay in tune with you for very long already or is it just me? Jesus help me to find back myself i need Your wisdom o Lord teach me how to pray...

{Miss}

on fri my god grandma passed away i feel sad upon hearing the news, when i reached the wake i saw her laying there peacefully i know she is with the Lord Jesus now i felt happy for her, as she is finally not in pain anymore. ah ma i miss you, thanks! for your love and care =) and i am proud to have you as my ah ma and knowing how a strong are you.

take care guys!

~would you still love me tml~